on 5 years

I have been planning on writing a thoughtful blog since June 5, which was our 5 year anniversary as Californians. I know the exact date because I remember waking up in the hotel, turning on the TV, and watching all the news coverage about the disappearance of Elizabeth Smart. June 5, 2002. But all thoughtfulness has escaped me. So, instead I will just post these few little sentences as a small reflection on 5 years.